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IMPORTANT [Sep. 10th, 2006|08:06 pm]
my_masochist
It is with regret that I inform you that I will no longer continue on LJ. At least not for a while. Today something came up, and I am no longer inclined to go about my activities on this site.

A few hours earlier, I was informed that a good friend of mine had passed away. I'm still in shock of what has happened, I can't believe I'm writing this now, but I'm not sure what to do with myself.

I just thought I'd inform you of this so I wouldn't have to leave all the communities I have signed up for in a lurch, perhaps, one day I'll come back, but I don't think it will be for a while. I can't cope with everything going on right now and put all my gusto into writing. Also, I don't want to be holding the communities back.

So I resign as Gaara from konohanogakuen, Haku from ourabsinthehaze
and Temari from juvie_hall.
Also it is unlikely I will be peeking into any of my messangers.

I'm really sorry about this. But I can't do anything anymore.


Thanks for all the good times, eh?
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Leaving [Aug. 17th, 2006|05:39 pm]
my_masochist
[ This is not a Gaara post, this is my very own ]

I regret to inform you all that I won't be posting at all for one week. I have to go to Vancouver, its an emergency. I"m leaving in one hour. I'm sorry everyone, it was just as unexpected for me as it would be for you. I have not foresaken this community so don't worry.

I'll miss you all.

I doubt I'll be able to get hold of a computer, my grandfather is pretty old fashioned and I"m staying with him.

Ta Ta for now!
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Courses [Aug. 11th, 2006|03:25 pm]
my_masochist
[Current Location |.....Hell]
[mood |lazylazy]
[music |Bryan Adams]

Courses have arrived...

I guess no one's surprised that I don't give a damn.
I know Temari isn't bothered by it, she's like that, little can phase her.

Kankuro on the other hand, its no secret he's not happy with his schedual. The boredom's so bad, I find myself amused with his misery at the thought of taking Phys. Ed.

Apparently the teacher is officially insane. I don't listen to rumors, and even if he is, who am I to complain?

Yeah, I guess I can't sympathize with the poor bastard.

My schedual?

Japanese Literature I AP
Algebra I AC
Biology 1 AP
Chemistry 1 AP
Japanese History AP
English I

Was this supposed to look threatening?
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Sample Entry [Aug. 11th, 2006|03:18 pm]
my_masochist
[Current Location |Hell]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |Radio Head]

'Stoic' and 'Sinister' were adjectives often used to describe this red haired sophomore. Gaara. A demon in all sense of the word. His ominous presence is enough to spook even his siblings.

Half the school is scared of him, the other half...probably haven't been informed of him. But, he is hard to go unnoticed. The events of his past have drifted in and out of the grape vine, and not to mention, have become horribly distorted. He doesn't bother to clear any false, ficticious rumors regarding his past, it would simply be a waste of his time.

Being spoiled and isolated for most of his chilhood would provoke many into thinking that perhaps this deprived demon was rebellious, or simply misunderstood. Oh no. Gaara didn't care for pity or petty gossip. True, he was resentful and apathetic, but he didn't comit himself to any physical harm, contrary to popular belief.

If he did have a heart, he didn't care to know about it.

Trauma. Bi-polar tendancies. Oppositional Defiant Disorder. The latest diagnosis would change from time to time, the psychaitrists have invented several interesting terms to apply to his 'problem'. They were paid well. It was expected of them. After he has gone away, having said nothing, they would shudder and think to themselves, this boy was just dead and empty. There is no 'cure' for him.

He didn't harm himself. But he was nothing short of slightly psychotic. He expressed himself /differently/. Namely his body art. Tattoos decorated areas of his skin not often exposed to the public. Strange symbols, words, pictures...

He doesn't have much of a crowd. He /certainly/ doesn't have any /friends/, what with his trust issues. But he did have aquaintences if you will. People in passing he would acknowledge from time to time.

Sample journal entry:

School is cycle. So I'm barely inclined to have any opinion on it.

Summer had been solitary. No surprises there. Nightly excusions to clubs, bars and the like mean nothing and leave no impressions on my mind.

I'm thinking of getting another tattoo, before going back. Maybe something on my back?

I overheard Temari telling Kankuro that this body art of mine had become an addiction. I suppose she's right. I would decorate my whole body with tattoos if I wanted.

Lately, I feel like an alcoholic suffering withdrawal symptoms. The psychiatrist would love that, wouldn't he? The sadistic little sod. Anything to write me off to the psyche ward.

Not surprising, really.

I'm not on drugs, alcohol has little effect on me and I'm not cutting myself. Though school gossip would relate otherwise.

I'm just sick of this redundancy. Yes. I'm bored.

I think it scares Temari and Kankuro. Its sick how scared they are, they think I'm insane, that I get too emotional or violent over little things.

Ridiculous. I feel trapped here, sick. But I doubt its any better at school. Its as if they want me to be insane...foreboding, just so they can have something to talk about.

Would that bring some semblance of meaning to their pathetic lives?


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